February 4, 2014

Silly Little Things

It's been a while.  Has my Bucket List stopped?  Hardly.  The journey of finding joy is honestly a weird one.  I can't describe it.  Today it looked like this:

Silly, right?  A simple act though can make all the difference sometimes.  Like a pack of Jolly Ranchers.  Or a random act of kindness to a stranger.  My brain sometimes is such a cesspool of negativity that I find myself searching for ways to escape it.  A lot of times it's sleep.  Other times, it's this:

More silly stuff.  With my sister.  See, my good days may out-number my bad days, but there are still bad days that I face.  Sometimes I sit in silence and wait it out.  Other times my sister drags me out.  But either way, no matter how you look at it, I keep fighting.  And that's what this journey is all about, right?